Well, freedom is incredibly close! First exam is on monday. Social. Not so bad, since there's a bit of psych stuff within it for some reason. god knows why *eyeroll* and then the rest of the diploma exams are from tuesday to  wednesday after next I believe. and then the week after that is the standard exams for the curriculum. and then finis. woo. Looking forward to it, forsrs. And hopefully I get a job sometime soon, cos I hate having practically no money. Dx. idk. my moods are on one of those tarzan rope swings that they have at public pools. One minute I'm all dance-y and the next I'm super bleurgh. Right now would be one of those times of course, so Im sat here with a cup of tea, trying to convince Keiko all the way up in Coaldale, AB to go see a doctor, (she thinks she has breast cancer, which seems plausible as she's got a family history of it, and apparently spotted a lump which has since grown.) which is not going so well, as she loves to pull the ostrich crap. 'if I ignore it it isnt there' well, she's a rather close, I'd really rather she didn't ignore this potentially life threatening condition, you know? But whatever.
On happier notes, I've more or less moved in with David. I'm here for the majority of the time nowadays, I was only home for a day and a half this week, which is just fine. I can't believe its May. That makes it what... seven months since I met him? 12th November... So yeah. Seven months. I dunno, Im thinking its going to be ridiculously depressing in August. or October. Whichever. I mean, if October, thats two months more that I had to get attached. Apologies for whining, I guess, in advance. Undoubtedly the first week or so will be.. well, bad. Shall lighten up eventually though. lol as I sit here writing, I'm for once glad to be bored. To know what an ounce of calm and normalcy feels like. Waiting for him to finish grading or a staff meeting and come home so we can cuddle on the sofa and watch films, or listen to music, and just really be together. Its odd that he's a teacher, I'll admit. A gradeschool teacher at that. Most would be like 'no, thats heresy dating someone under 18' though, most dont goth up the last thursday of every month or watch horror slasher films like Suspiria often. But I guess I couldnt ask for anyone better.
Anyway. My brother is getting...annoying to say the least. When I'm actually at home, he'll pop in at 11ish and try to skip the rest of the school day. I want the kid to have a future and not blow it like he seems to be heading for. He's tried stupid things like drinking and smoking. At thirteen, I'm just terrified that he's going down a path that would lead to much worse substances. As much as the kid annoys me, and while I may claim that I loathe him entirely... and I do sometimes lol, but he's my little brother, and I'm supposed to be looking out for him. As is our big brother, but Kyle's living down in the states. *eyeroll*
Lets see if I can come up with happier happenings over here. Humm. Well the new iPod is fantastic. Loving having 120gb at my disposal. Over 1200 songs already plus seven films, 23 episodes of various series, and I've still got 103gb left : O idk if I even know that much music. lol. I mean, if I really got down to it, and tracked down every song (country and jazz excluded) that I've ever heard, it might get to the 60 or 70gb range, but... man. well. I guess I shall have to download more discographies and films. lol.
mm. Siouxsie's no longer a purple pup, just slightly lavenderish at the most. I blame the endless amount of rain we've been having lately. Which reminds me, I still need to go clean up the muddy paw prints on the back door and kitchen floor.
I think that's about it lol.

One. Holy pants I was about to write Distainful. Thanks Kaitlyn, I can never go to a spelling bee again. You've corrupted my spelling stalinism. GRR. anywho.

OMFG> THE PC DIED. CONSIDERING I SPOUTED ABOUT THIS ON THE BOX FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS, YOU ALL ALREADY KNOW. BUT I FELT THE NEED TO LJ IT TO. OMFG. WHY ME?!

yeah. in other news, moving back to Ontario in June. ohfun. But hey, it means I get to see Depeche Mode in July. feckyes.
But I dont get to see the Killers. because Jareth stole and sold my tickets. that little bastard.

so yeah
DX

and there will be a more cheery journal to follow soon. heh

Heh, so, Watchmen finally finished downloading... you'd think after around $500+ in downloaded films, programmes, games, etc, I would get tired, or really grasp exactly how illegal it is! But no. Of course not. xD I just enjoy free stuff too much. Besides, if I didn't downlaod them, I'd have to go spend $12 and get another ticket to see Watchmen, and like, get in with someone whose ID would matter. Too much just to watch Rorschach! with a can of beans. Heh. 
Right, so, it looks like my mum's going to be attempting to stand in my way of getting to the UK, so its likely that it'll be in October that I come, as she won't be able to say no anymore. lol. Urgh. just urgh. Why do they need notes and signatures anyway?! *shakes head sadly* and she and my dad are agreeing on sommat for once.... odd. ah well. At least my nana's still paying air fare.
Holy crap. Smut. Wow. I am still reeling at the thought that I actually wrote smut. Me. Good little me. I mean yes, I happen to have a mind that spends about 60% or more of its time in the gutter, but never thought I'd be able to write smut. Even if it does suck. XD. And dont say otherwise, cos I know it does. lol. Anyway, I'll get better.
In other randomocities, my hair is officially waist-length. and staying that way, lol. Love long hair, good to have it at this length again. I still can't believe three...two? years ago I had a boy-cut. Really, really short. Not sure if I pulled it off correctly, cos I was usually in band tees and jeans... I got asked whether  I was a guy or girl a lot. Didn't help that I was flat as a nine year old. Blimey that was a long time ago... just thirteen or fourteen. *gets all nostalgic*
So, job seeking is proving difficult. I think I may apply at a couple of comic book stores that I know are looking for someone. lol. I think I know a thing or two about comics and sci-fi. plus they have Who merch. : D
So excited for the Killers concert, cos no one better has come here... they all just skip over Alberta, Saskatchewan, and Manitoba. Even the RBC Carry the Torch at the 2010 Olympics advert skipped over Alberta, Saskatchewan, and Manitoba! We've got a drinking age of 18, chinooks, and mountains, but honestly, that's the only thing good about this place! Finding more and more Ontarians coming to Calgary, unaware that the Economic Boom is now at its Bust. Not even the oilsands are making money. Not that I'm complaining. *Fistpump for the environment*Urgh I still cannot get over the fact that 98% of Alberta's power is from fossil fuels, while that is only 3% in Ontario! I miss my environment conscious province! LOL. We got our Blue Recycling Bins yesterday- they came and dropped two off at every house. Dunno why, cos they're pretty tall. And Alberta is too lazy to recycle. (I'm conviced that they're causing the Global Warming, along wiv the Americans)
Anyway. the Killers. WOO. except that a few of their songs are of questionable content. No, not vulgar, just.....a bit mad. XD
I myself am Human, and not a Dancer.
xD so, the BBC iPlayer isnt always nice. At all. LOL. So, after watching RND once, it wont let me watch it anymore. So I've resorted to downloading it lol. Should get that RND Tennant iconset done sometime soon, and also Tennant's Red Nose Day photoshoot iconset. I've just been really lazy lately lol. My Watchmen iconset isnt even done yet! = O
OH.
My little brother- Jareth,  and I are doing an Oliver! medley at the Stampede. Cute. And mebbe he wont be such a frigging brat. : D

I think thats all thats new with me...
Spring break starts today! Yay!

HELLZYES.

Right, so I facebooked my grandmother last night, explaining how -extremely- keen on going to the UK I am, the research I'd done, etc, and asking if she could ask around (via telephone, email, etc) about me staying with someone.
And of course, asking if she'd help me considering she has dual citizenship. But when she messaged me back this morning, one of the first things she mentioned (after saying how bad the economy was, etc) was that, it turns out that my dad is a British citizen, too!
Ergo, frick yes, it wont take 5 years for me to become a citizen! And furthermore, I may not need to get a student or ancestry visa after all. That and she said that she'd pay for my airfare.
And then she switches the subject back to relatives I can stay with and while she's very biased about the midlands (lol, she's from Reading, where they speak proper, POSH English. xD urgh. posh. just urgh!) there's apparently a cousin I have that I may be able to stay with, in Nottingham. And of course she drolls on about how the weather in the South is much more pleasant. I apparently also have a Geordie cousin. Thought that was interesting. Anyway. WOO. so, I'll apply for citizenship in April or May, once I get the proper documents together, and be flying out in August. And because I'll be a citizen, it wont cost me £4500 per year! : D so. yes, I am a very happy flower.

On another note. I am going into withdrawal without new doctor who eps. seriously. and Torchwood too! I'm going mad here! So many blends and banners, and constant watching of nuwho and classic who episodes, as well as FNP and SNP, and a bit of the Graham Norton Show <==( the ones wiv Billie Piper, David Tennant, John Barrowman, and Catherine Tate), as well as: Casanova, Secret Smile, and Blackpool, too.
 

So glad to be back into roleplaying full time. Seriously, since September or October, I've written all of... six posts? Something like that. Anyway. I cannot believe I just coded a layout for livejournal. Yes, it took a bloody long time, but that's alright. XD. Look forward to coding more. And also glad I found another rather obvious photoshop secret, which I had suspected but never really thought to test. AND I WAS RIGHT! I've gotten so much better at photoshop, I'm really proud with myself at the moment. Used to be utter rubbish. So, yeah, hope to write a few fanfics in the near future, and looking very much forward to Red King/Red Queen smut with Kaitlyn. heh.

Right, so at the moment I am of two minds. A little ticked cos bloody hell, I can't remember my old livejournal name and password, and also just a bit ecstatic cos I've got my old lappytop back : ) Three years and this thing was more or less done for, but here it is alive and well, if a bit slow. Only regret is now my little brother gets mum's laptop when she gets a new one sometime after march. Urgh. Anyway. Not much to talk about really at the moment, just mostly that I absolutely hate school at the moment, and uh, have skipped about 6 days this semester already... BAD ROSE!  I can expect a wallop around the head when I get there this morning from my teachers AND my mates there. Goes without saying, though half of my friends think I was sick all that time. Well half true anyway. I was actually sick for 3 of the 6 days, unfortunately I am resillient, and it didn't take long to get my voice back, lose the sniffles, the cough, and the sore throat. Grah. Anyway (<-- I say that alot!) I've been chilling mostly, gaining back my photoshop textures, brushes, etc (the few I had) reinstalling photoshop itself, and then of course, watching a hell of a lot of Doctor Who (the classic series, and I am loving the fourth doctor...Jelly Babies ftw, by the way!) and then indulging in a bit of Blackpool, Casanova, Secret Smile (which is actually really interesting!) Other than that, I GOT A FRICKING HIGH C at rehearsal for RENT last week, and haven't shut up about it since. I really am proud, and can't wait until it opens in July. Hopefully I'll have gotten over my issue with jumping for the Tango (Maureen) And while I am a little disappointed that I didn't get the part of Maureen, I'm still excited to be a part of RENT. Anyway. When I get the rest of my stock images, textures, brushes, and fonts back, I'll probably amuse myself through making RENT, Doctor Who, Torchwood, and Supernatural icons. and Blends. and Signatures. Tis fun that way.